...words,words,words

Basically,I am here for no reason what so ever than to talk to you,and tell you what I am thinking.It can be entertaining,yet scary at times.

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I can be quiet,and I can be loud,as well as anywhere in between.I'm fairly outgoing,except for when I'm not.

Thursday, December 30, 2004

Snow

IT'S A FREAKING BLIZZARD UP HERE!I haven't seen this much snowfall all year,it's flippin' sweet.

I've been reading a lot over break,I've already finished three books.I'd stop if it weren't for this cold keeping me from doing too much outside.

I'm getting really excited for New Years Eve.I haven't finalized my plans,but whatever I do I know part of it will be partying hard!Woot.

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

Break

Hmm,I've been home on Christmas break for almost around a week and a half.Christmas this year just hasn't felt all that...Christmas-like.Even with the lack of the Christmas aura,I've been having a great time hanging out with my friends here at home.We've been having a lot of fun doing what we normally do...burning things,driving recklessly,and watching movies.Unfortunately I've had a cold pretty much the whole time I've been back,so I've been trying to fight that off while trying to have some fun.Yet,I don't mind,as long as I get over it before next semester.Next semester is going to be a little interesting in that,I'm going to have a very busy first quad and a real slacker second quad.At least that's whatit look like on paper.We will have to wait and see.

Friday, December 17, 2004

Wow

It's a little after two,and I'm sitting here messing with my blog template.I finished my last final this morning after some seriously hardcore studying last night.I feel good about it,in a sort of abstract sort of way.
I am now realizing how different it is going to be next semester.My roommate Steve and I won't have the freaking huge loft we had before because our other roommate Erick ,whose loft it was, is moved out and took it with him.This room is going to need some serious decorating next semester,lots of posters...lots and lots of posters.
I can't wait to get home tomorrow!I am going to see all my friends that I haven't seen since this summer,and I am terribly excited!Yay,one semester down,seven to go!

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

Finals week

It is nearing the end of my first semester.In two days I will be finished,but there are still two finals to be taken before I can truly say I am finished.
So,life's been pretty good.I have been feeling really great tonight...happy,like laughing.Now,nearing sleep,I feel like I am capturing the essence of college.That I am experiencing it right now.
I had guitar lessons and ensemble today,not to mention a string jury.It is such a relief to have got through it all and survived.The jury wasn't as bad as I thought it would be,they were all in a really good mood,so I think I was pretty lucky.
I need sleep.

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

Woot

Well,these past few days have been quite interesting.It all starts on Monday night;when Paul,Danny, and I went to Goodwill.Paul was driving,and after we had been there a while ,he couldn't find us.So,he thought we had walked to Arby's or something and he leaves me and Danny there.That means that Danny and I had to walk a couple miles back to college in a light mist.It was actually rather fun once we got walking,so I'm not complaining.Yet,that was only Monday night.
Yesterday I had my last speech meet of the semester.That was pretty fun,last performance of my duo because my duo partner isn't going to be on the team again next semester.We were Christopher Durang's "The Funeral Parlor",and during the intro in first round when I explain that the piece is about a grieving wife at her husbands funeral and I added that he died of syphilis.That caught my partner totally off guard and she just choked on her next part of the intro,she said it but she was trying so hard not to laugh.It was really funny to me.Haha,then in my first round of poetry,I did not have my intro written down anywhere,but I remembered it all in time...except for one thing.I completely forgot the poet's name!I knew that he was French,so I named him Jacques Defleur.Nobody was any the wiser for it...except for myself and anyone I told afterwards.Yet,that is not the end of my tale.I decided to go see After-dinner speaking,because I had heard that it was supposed to be humorous.So,I went and watched,and was much entertained.Anyways,when I got out I went and sat down at my teams table out in the cafeteria and a couple of the girls who had performed in the ADS final round were right at the next table;so,I struck up a conversation with them.Eventually the conversation them turned into a conversation between me and one of the girls.So,I sat talking to this girl for,oh,around an hour waiting for the awards ceremony to eventually start.After the awards ceremony we said sort of awkward goodbyes,and" see you next semester",but one of her friends just runs up to me and gives me the girl who I had been talking to's number, right in front of her.She looked like her friend made her very uncomfortable,and that made me uncomfortable.So,the speech meet ended on a rather awkward note.
In other news,I am currently winning an auction on E-bay for a copy of "The Wanting Seed" by Anthony Burgess.It's so exciting!I just might win my first internet auction!

Saturday, December 04, 2004

Project...nah

So,it's dark outside,and I've only been awake for five hours.I was up last night till 5:30 this morning.Playing video games.Hanging out.Having fun.I was actually on a major caffeine high last night until around 2:30 because some friends and I went to Pandora's Cup and I had a freaking huge white mocha.It was so good,but it kept me up,and by the time the caffeine wore off I was not in a sane state of mind.My friends and I were lounging around talking about the stupid things tha come to ones mind at 4 in the morning.Then we played Halo2.And I got some long awaited sleep.

I have a huge final project due Monday that I have barely started.Whatever happens though,will be what happens.I'm not too worried.I'll get it done.
Next question is,what am I going to eat for supper?I really don't have any food here in my dorm room,and the cafeteria is closed Saturdays.Where am I going to find some proper sustenance?
I also need to decide what I'm going to do during spring break.Hmm...go home,conference in Florida,or road trip with friends to California.The decisions.

I'm gonna need to keep my head on straight these next couple weeks.Finals are so close,I can feel them...and that final project...*shudder*.Maybe I am just a little worried about it.But I still have control of my life and my mind,in spite of my last post.


Friday, December 03, 2004

Warning:This post contains a whole lotta crap

I want to be a parasite when I grow up.To suck the life out of something beautiful and use it to continue my daily life.I want to ravish their works of art.I want it to be about me.I want it to be mine.I want it to meet my standard.ME.I.